Thursday, March 10, 2011

the journey

the journey continues, with no more roadblocks
the journey is in the movement, not in the destination
I made many self improvements, but most importantly the movement towards trust and self-confidence is  firmly held in place.
Muddy...I am not sure there is a muddy, since now I know how to explore and find answers.  I accept there are things I will never know, and have no interest in knowing, and there are things that I did not know were important to know, but now i know are important, and there are things that I never knew I would love and that would be vital to my creativity, that now are quite important .
thanks

Saturday, March 5, 2011

pride is an interesting word

Pride ... Proud ...
accomplishments ...
I guess it would have to be the fact that I have nothing to fear but fear itself.  Computers are like bikes.
I was scared to death of learning to ride bike, but I came to find freedom in the learning, and in the riding.  I have learned that there is sense of freedom in my ability to work with computers now.  It really is about trusting.  Maybe I will not remember everything I learned right off the top of my head, but i know that it is in me somewhere, and just like after a long break from riding a bike, and the ride being a little wobbly at first, in time it will be smooth.  It will be all the more easier to move forward now to learn and explore what lies inside the world of computers.
On the other hand, or another thought, or coming out of left field, I would say that if there were no computers necessary for me tomorrow or next week, or next year, I'd be happy to walk away, and not look back.